How 'Bout Now? Or Now.

Patience. It's hard to keep, hard to have. Wish we could have it now, as in right now. They say it's within you already, you just have to develop it or show it or buy it if you have money. Well, we would like to settle for the latter but we don't have money, and sometimes it's patience that gives us the solution on this money problem, then we can buy it again. Thus, the cycle of patience. But.

But. But what if you have been patient to the paint of martyrdom, what will you do? Be patient and wait until the medals of glory will fall down from heaven much like toads falling from the skies in Magnolia? or leave for you have enough and start being patient again on other people. If this continues, thus, again, the cycle of patience in a different light, a light of condescension.

Now, where to? Patience is not a virtue after all, but a means to live. Be patient until the surgeon is in. Be patient for your death will soon come. Be patient cause not all things have solutions. Be patient, you are in the hospital.